Life after O levels has been great.

So free and happy, however though only one week

Has passed.

It seemed like a looongg time already

Haha ><

Anyway my struggles didn’t just end after O levels

There have been other forms of testing

Upon my life,

More on the physical aspects of my life.

And struggling to have the right attitude to circumstances

One thing I learnt is about illness

Illness/sickness is NOT God’s will,

I’m adopting this from Selwyn Hugh’s EDWJ

Devotional material:

If we do not have good health it is possible that

Some law has been broken somewhere by our ancestors,

Ourselves, by society or by environmental factors.

But the important thing is that if I’m sick,

I should endeavour to discover whether my illness is from

A structural breakdown or from incorrect or functional

Attitudes.

I realized that my attitude towards life

AFFECT my health!

AMAZING!

And it’s been proven personally in my life.

On Wednesday, I had a little runny nose,

So I prayed and believed He will heal me

And indeed He made me better.

However in the afternoon, I had an eye check-up

At SNEC, at Singapore General Hospital there

My conditions didn’t seem positive,

My eyesight is more or less the same

But my squint did not improve,

In fact there has been signs that it’s getting worse

I was offered the choice to take a surgery to improve

The situation, but not solve condition fully

There are chances that my condition would drift back

After the surgery.

So I decided not to have the surgery yet

But to put it on hold

Unless there’s an urgent need to.

So after hearing what the doc said,

I had to stay for more eye tests

And had to put eye drops next year during

My birthday which would blur my vision.

These made me pissed especially after waiting so long

For ‘good’ news.

Furthermore I had a chalet to rush to after the appointment

All these made me angry and I kept on complaining

To God.

And low and behold, I felt my physical health getting bad

My running nose came back and I had a sore throat!

It seems like God was punishing me

Or telling me to change my attitude

And that EDWJ entry, woke me up and

Taught me a valuable lesson.

I should approach matters positively and also

Ask God to heal me.

Pastors have been preaching saying God has infinite resources

So I should tap upon the gifts of the Holy Spirit!

I need to build myself upon God’s Word

And trust in Him.

He might sometimes delay healing a sickness and

use it to develop in us qualities He desires for us.

So either way it’s a win-win situation

All glory to God!

This song here by 33 Miles is very powerful

And I hope it would touch your life (:

33 Miles – Jesus Calling

What do you see when you look at your world today

Is it so full of clutter that you feel like you’re going insane

And you can’t fight back cause you’re just too afraid

And it seems like the clouds in your sky don’t wanna change

You see there’s always another story,

Another side to every coin

And how you see your circumstance is all about a choice

When you see the rushing wind

Feel the pouring rain

Hear the thunder now

As the clouds roll in

You’re blinded by the lightning

Do you also hear that still small voice saying

It’s okay, you’re not alone

You may be scared to death

But I won’t let you go

You may think the sky above is falling

But can you hear Jesus calling

What do you see when you look at your world today

Do you see a glimmer of hope, or has it all turned to gray

Well start by counting your blessings one by one

Oh and I’m sure right there, you’ll start to see the sun

You see there’s always another story,

Another side to every coin

And how you see your circumstance is all about a choice

Because the darker the night

The brighter He (Jesus) can shine!

God bless! (:

Today in school was BYD

Be Yourself Day,

In other words the school expect us students

To dress up like our idols,

And guess what?

They banned school uniform!

LOL!

Overall it wasn’t that bad

There was some talent quest where students

Sang performed, play music

Dedicating songs to teachers

And make themselves famous.

The performance overall was not bad

It really takes great courage to perform in

Front of the WHOLE school

So I will credit them for their courage and good

Showmanship (:

Among the students dressed up

There was a BATMAN! ROBIN!

And a JOKER!

Haha and a terrorist -.-\\

They were real funny!

Yesterday, 280808,

Was my best buddy’s 16th birthday!

JEREMY TAN!

Woo 16 cheers for him!

I thank God for blessing me such a great brother

I pray that you will accept Christ one day (:

And that you will be richly blessed!

And also for my friendship with him to last for life

(:

Also,

Zhihui, Jo, Chan Kai, Caiyan, Jeremy, Gaoyang,

Zengmei, Yaoyi, Qi Hao and I stayed back after school

Yesterday to make ‘cards’ which were big boards for

Our beloved subject teachers!

We made use of what we learnt in our various subjects

To make the cards, unique and clever right?

(: (:

And the teachers all loved it! (:

this was for Lin Lao Shi!

my ex-higher chinese teachers since I dropped it.

very cheena looking right? haha

this was for mdm Aljunied!

our social studies teacher! see it's a source base question!

haha :D

and the level infinity answer is 'happy teachers day'

for our dearest form teacher mdm Ashikin (:

for Miss Yanti (the pocket dictionary :p)

@.@ it says happy teacher's day.

for mr chee our physics teacher (:

here's the formula sheet for non-physics ppl (:

Mr Lim elective history

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a lovely map for our elective geography teacher

Mrs Tan! (:

the best one!

mrs 'TEH PERIODIC TABLE'

hahah! XD cool right?

to our A&E maths teacher - Mrs Pong!

haha A&E is like accident and emergency :p

group photo after the hard work, I was the photographer (:

successful timer shot with me! :D

that's all

cheers (:

Yep it’s comfirmed, I think my blog posts all these while have been

REALLY boring

looking at how my schoolmates blog

really entertaining,

maybe cause it has all the gossips :o

now I enjoy reading other people’s blogs rather

than cracking my brains to think of what to write.

Many things have happened and not many were

Good things.

Class conflicts, exam stress, relationship problems

Bla bla all seem to settle in at the crucial time

Days before the prelims o.0

How sad, but it’s good somehow

The positive side, it showed that I have good friends

In school too! Thank God for that (:

Well recently someone in my class have been making a fuss

And that let to an outbreak of ‘war’ on people’s blogs

Well I do not wish to comment on it but

Honestly that guy was too much,

Disappointing. ):

But oh well people change due to selfish desires

And it has caused anger and fury amongst people

I pray God will see my class through this storm

As a human too, I admit I have ‘joined in the fun’

In a bad way, but I know I should be a peacemaker

And thank God for fellow Christian brothers and sisters

(:

I also learnt life isn’t all about doing well in studies

Amidst all that has happened in school

I eventually came to see too that results and academic

Excellence is not everything

There’s more to life and to be successful

It’s your character that’s the most important here.

So what if you have all the riches of the world

But have a horrible attitude/character.

As long as I do my best in serving God and studying

I’m sure His plan for me will be unfolded

And I will come to see what He has for me

In God I trust!

(:

There’s got to be more to life,

Than chasing down every temporary high.